I guess I’m not the girl who’s meant to have the happy endings. I’m not the girl whose meant to get swept off her feet and live happily ever after. I watch everyone around me; loving and living but here I am once again, all alone. I’m okay with being alone. I know I don’t need anyone because when you need someone things just aren’t stable. I don’t ever wanna depend on someone to make me happy ever again. I’m the girl that things just don’t work out for. I guess I’ll just have to settle for that. 

I want it to be warm. I want spring, and I want new beginnings. 

Just because someone isn’t right for you, doesn’t mean you don’t miss them any less. Just because someone lets you go, doesn’t mean you can’t still miss them. After everything I still miss you and I still wish you were in my life. You said you didn’t want to loose me but you did and you’re just fine with it. That’s what hurts me the most. 

Sometimes we loose track of how much we’re worth. I’m worth so much more than this. Thank you.

I feel so empty.

I can’t keep doing this. Waiting around for you. I won’t let myself get upset. I hate this. I hate it to so much. This isn’t me and I’m not going to keep doing it.

You’re really fantastic at making me feel like I’m nothing. 

You never fail to make me feel like shit lately. 

I feel so worthless sometimes. Maybe I’m just being paranoid but I feel like I’m ugly and undeserving. I hate feeling this. I despise it. Do you even care? 

um sorry i couldn’t do my hw i was playing a hot guy in mini clip pool

Happy now? I’m broken down completely. Why do you want me to watch without giving me a chance to be happy too? I feel like shit. Emotionally, mentally, physically. I’m done.